“It wasn’t “love” the way I imagined it.
I just felt weird if I didn’t know what she was up to or whatever. And I liked knowing that she was just gonna be there, and warm, and staying the night.
And she acted like I was teaching her everything. About f***in’ history, about sex. She didn’t know what street Central Park started on, or how to use soap. And I showed her. And I wanted that chance to show someone everything.
But she changed her mind about me, and it was that fast.
I’m so exhausted.”